Why Yes, I am Graceful *SLAP*

So yesterday was one of the best days I've had in a while. I woke up around noon, and not that much later, I was being picked up by Stephanie to go to her house. We decided it would be fun to wash the cars, and we were so right!
*slaps rag onto car*
"GRACEFUL"
"Well I was a gymnast."
"keyword: WAS"
I think one of the funniest parts was actually attempting to roll the hose up. Put it this way, we had to sit on the box and it looked like we were rowing a boat. It was hilarious. Then Lauren came over, and we laid on the front lawn and did our math homework (honestly, I have no idea how we did it in the grass with the bugs.) When her mother and sister went to drive Tee Tee home, we decided to walk to target to buy candy and Slaps. Put it this way, I drank my Slaps in school today, and I danced to my classes with bug eyes singing the song One Love, laughing uncontrollably. It was great. Other than that, today was pretty blahhhh. Anywho, I'm gonna go back to talking to Christopher, who is staring at me as I do this. Do you now understand why I love him? (= kbye!iloveyousomuch<3






I don’t care if you don’t mind, I’ll be there not far behind, I will dare keep in mind, I’ll be there for you.Where there’s truth, You know I’ll be there, Amongst the lies, You know I’ll be there, I’ll go anywhere, So I’ll see you there....
-Green Day

You're Nobody's Fool.

I won't lie, today was pretty awesome. I slept until about noon, and when I got up, I was home alone. And that made my day start pretty awesome. When I started to get ready, Chris called me. He's in Philly for a hockey tournament, and I miss him like crazy, so it was amazing to hear his voice. He makes me smile. I went to Kristen's casa, which was also awesome, since I feel like we never hang out anymore. We just chilled by the pool and talked and swam. It was pretty chill. But it made me miss how everyone used to be. No drama, no tension, no nothing. Everyone was chill with eachother. It's really horrible when people can't say something that they think about you to your face. I mean really, if you're supposed to be my best friend, tell me what you're thinking. I won't eat you if you tell me something bad about me. But until you tell me to my face, I honestly couldn't give a shit. So go ahead, go around saying that your best friends suck, that we're completely fake. Who were the ones that stood by you? Think about that. You think it makes you tough that you can post it for everyone to see? No, that just makes you weak. Say it to my face or keep it to yourself. (And yes, Kristen told me I need to keep it down on the bitch scale) Oh yeah! I've officially come to the conclusion that any clothes that Lauren takes from me grows feet and walks away. And I am officially never going to see my jeans, field hockey pants, and Sean John shirt. They are all off somewhere with Scott's shirt, Lauren's hat, and whatever stuff Kristen, Kristina, and Steph can't find. I honestly think it's hilarious (= Anywho, I'm not gonna let this stupid bullshit ruin my day, I'm just gonna sit here and smile. Because I'm happy, and I still have the one person who I know is gonna make me smile even if I don't want to (= So now that I'm done, I'm gonna go sit in front of the air conditioner before I melt, because it's about 9999nein99999 degrees in here. kbye!iloveyou<3






Love conquers every time when two hearts come to collide. You're the card in my valentine and the candy hearts in my mind. And true love is the rule, and you're nobody's fool. The ship's coming to the light and it was love at first sight. Baby, baby, you're the light and the flame burns in my mind's eye. When triumph bleeds into bliss, and I knew it from the first kiss. Tonight, hearts collide.
-Green Day

My Knight In Hockey Gear

There's been a whole lot going on around me. Stress with my family, friends, school, pretty much everything. It feels like everything has changed over such a short period of time. And, I'll admit it, I hate change. There is one thing that has remained the same for me though, and that would be Chris. He's my boyfriend, and has been like a rock to me, keeping me stable at my weakest. We haven't been together for very wrong, but I fell hard, and I fell fast. I won't lie, I love him. He's the reason I jump out of bed in the mornings when I have school, and the reason I smile when I'm upset. We've stayed up to the point where we're both so tired that we're making stupid faces at each other on ooVoo, and laughing like idiots. His life pretty much revolves around hockey, and I won't lie, he's pretty amazing at it. But no matter how much time he spends practicing, he always seems to be able to make time for me and him. Honestly, we were put together by fate, thanks to my friend who just so happened to have the both of us on his ooVoo list. And I couldn't imagine my life without him.



"But every time you come around I feel more love than ever. And I guess it's too much, maybe we're too young and I don't even know what's real. But I know I never wanted anything so bad. I've never wanted anyone so bad. If I let you love me. Be the one adored. Would you go all the way? And be the one I'm looking for..."
-Paramore

Where Were You When I Needed You Most?

So I was planning on doing this yesterday, but I'm much happier it's getting done today instead.
I won't lie, I have some of the best friends in the world. We've always been there for each other, or so we promised. But lately, things haven't been so great. Everyone is so tense with each other. And I mean tense. It's at the point where nobody wants to deal with each other. Two of them have even become like little cohorts. They lie to pretty much everyone. One comes up with the lies, the other goes along with it like a little lost puppy. But honestly, they're just lying to themselves. What happens when you lie so much, every word out of your mouth is completely analyzed? You find yourself living a lie, a deep hole you dug that you may never get out of. But whatever, if they think they can bullshit through life, they had better think again. It's gonna come back and bite them in the ass, I can tell you that. They both know that. It's happened before. They've watched it happen to the people around them. Honestly, I'm done trying. I was there for you, and you were never there for me. When your done with your bullshit, when you're done with the lies, when you're actually going to try to be the friend you promised you'd be, let me know. I'm done trying, it's your turn now.





"Where were you when I needed you most? Why did you leave me alone? We gave up before we gave it a chance, and I don't understand..."
-Every Avenue