And His Heart of Stone Left Her's Breaking

Currently Listening: Say Goodnight - Bullet For My Valentine
Yanno, I really hate you, you stupid douche.
...Alright, obviously I'm still not over you. Awesome.
But I am sick of this stupid game we have going on. We don't speak, yet you sit super close to me and stare. And you make it obvious to. Like, you clearly still think about me. And I'm not jumping to conclusions where I think you wanna get back together. But obviously you're thinking. I talked to Kristina about it the other night. She said "He's probably wondering what you're thinking, just like you. Either that, or you make him horny." LMAO LOVE HER! But like, I really wish you'd talk to me. Don't leave me hanging like you did for so long. I can't wait forever. It really bothers me that I have a bunch of other guys after me, including your friends (!), yet I still want you. I compare every guy to you, and I feel like if I don't get over you soon, no guy will ever measure up. I hate that I do that. Even my best friends see us getting back together. It almost scares me though. If we don't wind up getting back together, and continue this stupid game, will I feel like I failed? Like it was my fault we broke up? I know I should'nt feel that way, but when I saw him with that other girl, I kept thinking, "What does she have that I don't?" I guess confidence is key in that situation, because even Steph said, "She's fat and ugly. Don't compare her to you because she will never measure up." Only a true best friend, who never talks shit about people's looks, would come up with that remark. Anywho, I need the strength to get over you. I really need to, because if I move on, and you're stuck in the past because you couldn't manage to speak to me, then it's your fucking loss. (:
Well that felt good! Alright, so school started, I'm a sophomore, and I'm gonna fail chem! Woo.

kbye!


"Even though she doesn't believe in love, he's determined to call her bluff. Who could deny these butterflies?" -All Time Low